On Melancholy Hill

Madoka Magica: Rebellion (2013)
Hi Angel! Welcome to my blog.
This song means a lot to me also. It’s a song I used to listen to on repeat during high school and I hadn’t listened to it in a long time until you reminded me of it last night. I put it on my speaker and it played on repeat as I slept until to when I eventually woke up. It’s a beautiful song.
The word melancholy is an important word for me. It is the feeling that I would say I experience the most. A feeling that always lingers in the back of my mind and stays there forever. It’s a word that I would use to describe my person as a whole.
My interpretation of the lyrics aren’t anything special, but it’s what I think of if I were to put myself in the shoes of the person singing.
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“Up on Melancholy Hill, there’s a plastic tree.”
I imagine atop a hill, far away from everyone else, but still close enough to look out upon a city full of people, there is a great, hollow tree.
“Are you here with me? Just looking out on the day of another dream.”
Inside of this tree is where our narrator’s soul is stuck. Constantly looking out into the world full of people, but stuck inside of it. That’s quite melancholic isn’t it? Kind of like the feeling where your friends are doing something, but don’t invite you, so you’re looking at everyone have fun from afar. It’s quite sad actually.
“Where you can’t get what you want, but you can get me So let’s set out to sea, love ’Cause you are my medicine when you’re close to me”
I think of this as a person inviting their loved one to join them in the plastic tree of melancholy. We can go on this adventure together where both of us will be stuck inside this place and constantly reminded of what we’re missing for eternity. Forever slated to be stuck with this feeling of melancholy, but at least we’ll have each other right? It’s sweet in a way.
“Up on Melancholy Hill, sits the manatee.”
This manatee sits as the bearer of all the melancholy in the world. The manatee is fated to harness all of the melancholy until the end of time. In a way I can relate a little. It does feel like melancholy seems to follow me everywhere I go. As if I am always a person that is fated to be watching everyone around me progress and have fun while I watch through the plastic.
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I really like your interpretation of it Angel. I think it’s so creative. This song makes me think of a lot of those things too. I kind of went into a state of melancholy while writing this. A bit of method acting in order to really feel the song.
The song reminds me of the people that are gone in my lives also. Will I always be atop this hill, waiting in melancholy for them to return? Will I always be watching everyone else enjoy their lives while I sit here, or will I eventually escape this feeling and progress in life?
However, it’ll always be okay. To constantly be looking out for that thing, that sense of love that will free you from the feeling of melancholy means to still have hope.
Hope will save us all.
Editor’s note (4/20/26): I miss you Angel.